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Friday, 19 June 2009

  • once again.

    i sit and stare at the phone,
    hitting reject every time.
    i hope the silence speaks
    the words that i want you to hear.

    i turn my back, force a smile.
    hide the tears i want to cry.
    stand straight, hold up my head.
    today's just not the day.

    one more missed call.
    you're picture comes up on the screen;
    it's all too much;
    i leave the phone to ring again.

    one day you'll understand,
    i hope.
    that you upset me, hurt me,
    and good as left me.

    tonight i'll cry once more,
    and again i'll make myself a promise.
    this is the last time tears will fall,
    because a boy screwed me over again.

Thursday, 18 June 2009

  • do you want to know a secret?

    do you want to know a secret?
    i still wear that necklace
    the one you gave me
    told me to hold it + think of you

    do you want to know a secret?
    the pictures of us are still on my wall
    you're smiling that smile you do
    the one that makes me fall in love

    do you want to know a secret?
    when you're walking down the street
    laughing with your friends
    my heart still skips a beat every time

    do you want to know a secret?
    when its cold at home
    and im in my sweats + slippers
    it's your hoodie im wearing

    do you want to know a secret?
    every night when i go to bed
    i still imagine that it's your arms there
    holding me tight til i fall asleep

    do you want to know a secret?
    it's the hardest one to tell
    you have to promise not to laugh
    but i still love you

Tuesday, 09 June 2009

  • that night

    you called me up last night,
    it took me by surprise.
    after all this time,
    after all this hurt,
    you'd even think of calling me?!

    you asked for your jumper from me,
    the back one i wore,
    six months back,
    on a winter's night.

    i remember the night,
    it started to snow, i shivered,
    and before i knew it,
    your jumper round my shoulders,
    you started to walk me home,

    we got to the door,
    i tried to give it you back
    you took me in your arms
    and whispered,

    'baby keep it
    remind you of tonight'
    i gotta go now,
    but i'll love you forever.'

    well now you're asking for it back,
    and saying how times have changed.
    i ask you one last question,
    'did i ever mean anything to you?'

    you pause and sigh,
    i wait patiently,
    'you meant the world to me,
    and you always will.'
    you said softly.

    now that was a year ago,
    and you haven't called back since,
    instead you left a letter,
    with a rose on my front door,
    in your childish scrawl,
    it read,

    'baby keep it,
    remind you of that night,
    i'm going now,
    but i'll love you forever'.


Saturday, 16 May 2009

  • 15th may 09

    the music isn't loud enough,
    it can't silence the pain.
    the drink isn't strong enough,
    it can't numb the pain.

    it keeps on coming, keeps on flowing.
    the root buried deep, keeps on growing.
    this is how it's gonna work, this is how it's gonna be.
    no way of escape, no way to be free.

    it's gone too far now,
    can't be blocked out.
    gotta stop it somehow,
    gotta figure out a way how.

    crack a smile, hide away.
    they'll never guess what you feel today.
    but move those lips and down it'll fall,
    today's the day they'll see it all.

  • some of my mates things he wrote

    yeah i was kinda amazed/surprised by reading these. i never knew that he wrote before.
    my favourite is the first one. it reminds me of our holiday.

    I sat and watched the sun go down
    Behind the bright, extatic town
    I sat atop the roof of home
    Watching, waiting for I'm not alone
    I sat with you that quiet night
    Staring at the distant sight
    Your sparkling eyes and glistening hair,
    you can call me mad, but i dont care
    Because,
    We sat there in the arms of fate.
    My soul mate

    He walked, hand in hand with death itself
    Towards the metal chair
    Fear not the executioner
    But the eager, straing crowd
    A deathly silence struck the room
    With the rattling sound of chains.
    Too dignified for struggle
    He leaves with dissapointed views

    i really like them both. =]

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