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Saturday, 12 September 2009
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my birthday xD
so today is my 16th birthday.
to be honest, it doesn't really feel like it.
i celebrated last night with my family and my boyfriend and had an amazing night.
tonight i'm going to my "twin's" party, her 16th, since we share the same birthday :)
so now i'm sixteen ...- I can have a full time job if I have officially left school.
- I can live independently, subject to certain conditions being met.
- I can get married with my parents' or guardians' consent.
- I can ride a moped of up to 50ccs.
- I can pilot a glider.
- I must can legally have sex
- I can have an abortion without my parents consent
- I can apply for your own my passport.
- I can have beer or cider whilst eating a meal in a restaurant or an eating area of a pub, but not in the bar
Thursday, 16 July 2009
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july 16th 2009. spin those lies once more
my eyes light up; your IM on screen
i don't know why i care so much
you're only going to put me down
just like you always do.
my phone on the side, ringing off the hook
everytime i jump to pick it up
hoping it's going to be you on the line,
but it never ever is.
i dont know why you make me feel this way
it's only stupid words you just keep repeating
but they captivate me somehow
unable to disconnect from the stories you spin.
if i only i could tell you, i hate the way we are
this magic spell you've got on me.
i try as i might to hate you and stay mad
it just wont last, your charm got me again.
so tell me once more, whisper in my ear
how much you really love me and never want to leave
because you know it's all you need to do
to make me yours forever.
Friday, 19 June 2009
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once again.
i sit and stare at the phone,
hitting reject every time.
i hope the silence speaks
the words that i want you to hear.
i turn my back, force a smile.
hide the tears i want to cry.
stand straight, hold up my head.
today's just not the day.
one more missed call.
you're picture comes up on the screen;
it's all too much;
i leave the phone to ring again.
one day you'll understand,
i hope.
that you upset me, hurt me,
and good as left me.
tonight i'll cry once more,
and again i'll make myself a promise.
this is the last time tears will fall,
because a boy screwed me over again.
Thursday, 18 June 2009
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do you want to know a secret?
do you want to know a secret?
i still wear that necklace
the one you gave me
told me to hold it + think of you
do you want to know a secret?
the pictures of us are still on my wall
you're smiling that smile you do
the one that makes me fall in love
do you want to know a secret?
when you're walking down the street
laughing with your friends
my heart still skips a beat every time
do you want to know a secret?
when its cold at home
and im in my sweats + slippers
it's your hoodie im wearing
do you want to know a secret?
every night when i go to bed
i still imagine that it's your arms there
holding me tight til i fall asleep
do you want to know a secret?
it's the hardest one to tell
you have to promise not to laugh
but i still love you
Tuesday, 09 June 2009
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that night
you called me up last night,
it took me by surprise.
after all this time,
after all this hurt,
you'd even think of calling me?!
you asked for your jumper from me,
the back one i wore,
six months back,
on a winter's night.
i remember the night,
it started to snow, i shivered,
and before i knew it,
your jumper round my shoulders,
you started to walk me home,
we got to the door,
i tried to give it you back
you took me in your arms
and whispered,
'baby keep it
remind you of tonight'
i gotta go now,
but i'll love you forever.'
well now you're asking for it back,
and saying how times have changed.
i ask you one last question,
'did i ever mean anything to you?'
you pause and sigh,
i wait patiently,
'you meant the world to me,
and you always will.'
you said softly.
now that was a year ago,
and you haven't called back since,
instead you left a letter,
with a rose on my front door,
in your childish scrawl,
it read,
'baby keep it,
remind you of that night,
i'm going now,
but i'll love you forever'.
xStillHopingx
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- Name: Louise
- Gender: Female
- Member Since: 4/20/2008
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